What you are correctly trying to do, is match to the vibration of your desires, by adjusting your thoughts and feelings, as if your desires existed now. But what you are experiencing is a difficulty to Let Go!
It is our human nature to look for solutions, certainly without it, we would not have evolved to such intelligent and creative creatures. In our quest to find the right ways to create our desires, we often overlook ideas and inspirations, because we are bound by our preconceived ideas of what will work or not. We therefore set goals, and try to achieve our goals based on what we think will work, rather than just going with the flow. When you turn things over to the “Universe“, “God“, “Cosmic Mind“, or whatever you want to call it, then you begin to see things from a much bigger perspective, than you ever could. So you have to trust that the right opportunities, ideas and circumstances will come to you, at exactly the right moment.
I guess the best way to describe Letting Go, is having Faith And Belief that what you ask for, will come.
When you are not Letting Go, you will hear it in your ‘Brain Chatter’ as it is demonstrated by questions like How, Why, Where and When, that seem to uncontrollably keep popping into your head. These little thoughts can also express themselves as doubt, criticism, impatience, anger, frustration or worry, and as much as you try to knock them down, they more and stronger they seem to pop back up. All these uncontrollable thoughts are signs that you are not letting go, and demonstrate an understandable lack of faith and belief in what you desire.
When you are asking How, Why, When and Where, or feeling Doubt, Impatience or Frustration, you have not Let Go and you are outside your Faith. You are then Not lined up with the things you have asked for.
Matthew 7:8, For everyone who asks receives, and the one who seeks finds, and to the one who knocks it will be opened.